on like this forever - chapter 3, part 3: the mouthpiece

sam kennedy was exasperated in his experience he had seen a lot nothing surprised him confusion rarely entered his brain eddie, though, was something else he had approached sam about a month ago entering his office by way of the service elevator he had a proposition for sam as always, sam listened doubtless talk was cheap regarding loyalty, sam had an open mind eddie understood sam at first, sam expressed surprise loyalty is sacred, he insisted i can't just blow kenny off zero tolerance for rats is a law of nature eddie just smiled doubt never entered his mind kenny was on the slide events were conspiring against him nothing he could do would matter nothing he could say either yes, thought eddie, i have him when the first string is pulled all the puppets look up so long as he string is tight fine, thought sam out of all the guys he could have propositioned lucky he chose me little does he suspect once he thinks he has me when he's ready to spring the trap i will be long gone never to be seen again goodbye, eddie! ha ha ha it was nice knowing you mighty nice indeed just then sam's phone rang oh oh he thought he picked it up nick was on the other end nothing he said made much sense yes, yes. sam agreed how come nick was calling? always before it had been kenny himself denoting caution but now, was kenny getting careless? everything pointed that way especially now nick was babbling away politely, sam interrupted entanglements right now were not a good idea perhaps later let's get together eddie is the problem, yes except when he isn't, of course even when he seems to be quiet doesn't this guy ever get to the point? i wholeheartedly agree no doubt he finally got rid of nick i need a thick porterhouse steak, he thought so what if the doctor said no more mulling the implications of nick's call in the depths of his treacherous brain notwithstanding his natural caution decision time was reached how had it come to this? eddie had been nothing was it destiny? all sam knew was he wanted to pick a winner so much for loyalty continuing his train of thought on his way out the door nodding to the cleaning lady flashing a big smile under his restlessly probing eyes sam never considered eddie's true motives decided long ago

on like this forever - chapter 3, part 1: lucky

uptown at the midnight club lucky was waiting patiently. nothing much bothered her. lucky was a philosopher. in her eyes nothing showed. kenny had picked her out of the crowd only weeks ago. everything was fine now. kicking against fate had never been her style. eventually things would work out. now and again a thought passed through her brain. nobody knew her name. youth wouldn't last forever. what was that? had she seen something out of the corner of her eye? oh no! honey johnson! a person she never wanted to see again. did she have to pop up now? right now was not the time in lucky's mind a plan began to form so what if honey johnson knew what she knew? everything was going to be all right no problem isolating honey was the first priority now,not later turning on the barstool lucky nonchalantly scanned the room her brain was tingling emerging from its deep sleep only concentrate right now get the old brain moving a thought began to form nobody liked honey johnson i never liked her, lucky thought zero good intentions and everybody thought the same there are people like that it's kind of sad on the other hand nobody gets a free pass just walk up to her "o hi honey, remember me? " honey turned to face her "no, who are you?" "nobody you want to remember." yet nothing registered in honey's face had lucky been mistaken? all her instincts screamed no duplicity had always been honey's road game facing reality, lucky turned away as she turned she said "little joe" leaving honey she looked straight ahead eyes bored into her back taking her coat off her chair she walked out outside the night was clear to wait for kenny was impossible he might not show up at all everything depended on herself lucky started walking on her left a bus was pulling to the curb why not? entering the bus she took a seat by the rear door slowly she turned her head the street behind was empty lucky opened her purse everything she owned was not in it very likely everything she could take with her was lowering her eyes she considered the risks on her right a man was looking at her friendly eyes gleamed behind thick glasses she looked over at him on his head a fedora rested calmness descended on lucky i can do this, she thought "excuse me," she said to the man with the fedora "you remind me of someone i used to know." pausing momentarily expectancy in his eyes robert harris (for that was his name) held lucky's gaze all his caution evaporated prior experience went out the window she was so beautiful! kenny, meanwhile, had stopped watching the rain energy flowed through his brain nothing could stop him now no thought of failure was in his head years of triumph awaited contrary to lucky's calculations all his thoughts were elsewhere revenge against his enemies evolution of his ambitions did he think of lucky at all?

on like this forever - chapter 2, part 2: kosalski

by bofa

sergeant kosalski was standing in a doorway. at eddie's surprise he laughed. "what's up, eddie?" kosalski was the most hated cop in town. everyone was afraid of him. no one could get the best of him. not too many tried. yet eddie kept a poker face. war had not yet been declared. and kosalski would deal. in fact, that was all he ever did. treachery was his road game. "i am a little surprised to see you here," eddie said. "never too early to talk to an old friend." kosalski replied. "great," replied eddie, kosalski nodded at the door behind him. "enter." nothing else for it, eddie decided. nothing good could come of this. "you remember kenny, don't you?" he asked kosalski. "how could i forget him?" as he spoke, kosalski opened the door. darkness was inside. before eddie's eyes could adjust, kosalski grabbed by the arm and pulled him inside. eddie stiffened momentarily. eventually his eyes adjusted. now he knew where he was. harry miller's place. in the old days harry miller had a haberdashery here. sure. but what was kosalski's game? "eddie, i am sure you are wondering why i brought you here today." "sure." "to be frank, i was kind of wondering that myself." "frankness was always your game." "right." "i remember this place - harry miller had his haberdashery here." "eddie, you amaze me. you must have hardly been born when harry miller had his haberdashery here." "no. i used to buy my hats here." dusting off a chair beside the window, kosalski sat down. "all right, let's get down to business." turning to face kosalski, eddie listened. "concerning kenny," kosalski began. "he has got to go." at this, eddie made no immediate response. "my thinking," kosalski continued, "is that consolidation is the wave of the future." perfect, thought eddie. eddie knew this was the moment he had waited for all his life. victory was in his grasp. everything he had ever done tended toward this moment. "no argument here," he answered kosalski. "to tell you the truth, i expected a little more resistance," said kosalski. "unless you and kenny aren't such pals as i thought". all right, eddie thought, he's trying to set me up here. 'let's get one thing straight, detective, kenny is no friend of mine." "let me ask you, eddie, do you have any friends?" "yeah, i got friends." "tell me about them" "hey, what is this?" "eddie, i can't do business with someone if i don't know about them." "you're the cop, you got sources of information." "how shall i say this?" at that moment, as kosalski was playing with eddie's head, kenny was talking to sam kennedy. "decisive action is required." "decisive action," the attorney repeated. "right, i hear you. but you can't be too careful" "i want you to file a wrongful death suit against eddie for johnny's murder. for good measure, throw in a pain and suffering suit for johnny's mom" taken aback, the lawyer was almost at a loss for words. "eddie doesn't have any money - at least he doesn't have any assets." "doesn't matter - we are sending a message. a message that we aren't a bunch of street punks. perhaps eddie and his pals will see that we have other weapons in our arsenal" "arsenal - that's a big word." "right - and i got big plans." turning to the window, kenny watched the raindrops sliding down.

on like this forever - chapter 2, part 1: kenny

by bofa

when kenny got the news about johnny, he was momentarily taken aback. he sent nick off to doc gamus with jerry to fix jerry's arm. every time he tried to figure out what had happened, he drew a blank. nothing made any sense. how could a guy like johnny get mixed up in something like this? explanations were scarce. when nick got back kenny was looking out the window. "eddie's the problem." kenny announced. "no kidding," nick thought. to kenny he just said. "that sounds about right." opening the window, kenny leaned out over the street. "let's get this thing organized." "organization is the key," nick agreed. "out of every ten guys on the payroll. put seven on it." kenny took his head out of the window. "of course we'll have to lose a little money for a few days," nick suggested tentatively. "understood." kenny agreed. taking his cue, nick turned and left. talking to himself under his breath, nick went down the stairs. he wasn' t at all sure kenny knew what he was doing. eddie could be getting the best of it. while nick was going down the stairs, kenny picked up the phone. in a few seconds he was connected to his mouthpiece, sam kennedy. nothing and everything would be said. during his rapid rise in the organization, kenny had come to rely on sam to a perhaps dangerous degree. on balance, things had worked out well. well enough, anyway, today would mark a turning point in kenny's fortunes. he was dimly aware of this. energy flowed through his brain. remembering the early days he thought of johnny. always johnny had been a loser. i always stood up for him, kenny thought. now i wonder why. whenever mickey gave him a job he messed it up. and mickey usually laughed. sometimes he didn't though. sometimes i had to bail him out. two or three times he almost messed up too bad. i came close to giving up on him. lucky for him i didn't. lucky for me mickey finally told him to get lost. consolidation was the key. organization was important too. mickey had been smart. i was smart to go along with mickey. now after all these years someone goes after johnny. growth might be a factor. decreased opportunity due to market saturation could also be involved. obviously. what did it have to do with johnny? nothing that he could see. outside, eddie had slipped down to the street. under cover of the rain, he slipped into a cab. tony was driving the cab. since the shooting started, he had been waiting. in seconds, the cab pulled out. despite the urgency, tony kept the speed reasonable. eddie leaned back. on the corner a girl was standing. nothing showed on her face as they passed her. tony kept driving. he didn't say anything. eddie didn't say anything either. cold rain fell on the windshield. on eddie's face a narrow smile appeared. "right here," he said. nodding, tony pulled to the curb. eddie got out. rubbing the back of his neck, he looked around. "happy new year." a voice behind him said.

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on like this forever - chapter 1: johnny

johnny woke up. outside it was raining. how it rained! never had he heard such rain. now he had to get up. yet he did not want to get up. when he went to look out the window, the rain was still coming down. outside on the corner he saw kenny waiting. kenny had been his best friend at camp. eventually they had drifted apart. unlike kenny, who had risen in the organization, johnny had fallen to the lowest levels of society. perhaps kenny cared. on the other hand, maybe he didn't. up in the sky, birds and planes were flying. taking a pair of pants off the chair beside his bed, johnny put them on. since he had realized kenny was following him, johnny had been perplexed. in his mind he was confused. despite his confusion, he felt strangely calm. everything was going to be all right. "i can handle this". he said to himself. talking to himself was something he rarely did. when he went back to the window after putting his pants on, kenny was still there. and there was someone else with him. someone johnny didn't recognize. right at that moment a car pulled up beside kenny and his new friend. another person got out. it was starting to look serious. not one to waste time, johnny quickly finished getting dressed. in a few minutes he was ready. next he put his hat on. going to the door, he checked his pockets. he was halfway down the stairs when he heard someone coming up. on impulse, he reached for the handle of the door beside him and turned it. when he closed the door softly behind him, he heard voices on the stairwell. "i know he is up here", he heard someone say. to his surprise, it was not kenny. "relax,"another voice said. another voice that was not kenny. in the room behind johnny something stirred. next thing he knew something was stuck in his back. "eddie," said a voice behind him, "i always knew you'd come back." despite his situation, johnny almost laughed. "not eddie," he said. evidently the person behind him was not amused because he stuck the object harder into johnny's back. "verify that you are not eddie." the voice behind him said. "eddie's i.d. isn't in my pocket." "right - like that proves something." "have it your way." "all right." despite his bravado, johnny was terrified. he didn't know what to do. evidently this was the end. how he wished he could go on living. eddie - who was eddie? and what had johnny ever done to him? rage erupted in his brain. desperation mingled with the rage. so this was the end. until this moment he had never realized how much he wanted to live. considering he had never gotten a break in his life, this was somewhat surprising. how could things have gone so wrong? retreating into his brain, he tried to remember the good times. anything at all would seem good under the cirumstances. "i'm not eddie," he repeated in surprisingly calm voice. "no kidding," the voice behind him replied. new hope flooded into him. oscillating with a new despair. what was going on? he had hardly begun to hope when he heard a shot and a hot slug ripped through his kidneys and guts. energy and life flowed out of him. he was dead. all he had ever done was meaningless. dead - totally. tucking the pistol into his belt after blowing the smoke off it, zeke johnson grimaced disgustedly. "of all the rotten luck.' gus hansen nodded disconsonately. "eddie's still out there." "tell me about it," zeke replied. "unless we find eddie, pete's going to be very unhappy." "pete don't have to know about this guy." "you might be right" "except that i might be wrong." "time will tell." "help me drag this guy down the stairs." "excuse me, but shouldn't we put him back in his room? "dang it, you might have something there." "i guess." "didn't i hear someone outside on the stairs?" "now that you mention it. yeah. i did." "open the door just a little, see if anyone is out there." turning the handle, gus peeked out on to the staircase. when he didn't see anything, he gave zeke the high sign. at that moment, they heard steps coming down the stairs, nick and jerry appeared. too late, gus tried to close the door. taking a .357 out of his belt, nick approached. on the other side of the door, zeke pulled his heater out. gunfire blazed. everybody in the building and the block heard it. two or three of them called the law. up on the roof, eddie lit a cigarette. puffing away, he smiled faintly.

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